I wish I could do just more

Here is a poem composed by me. It talks about a feeling that solitude sparks in us and this poem narrates couple of things which I witness daily...

The morning sun calls the day,
The candid cold bites me to wake,
 I have a place to go,
Unwilling to follow again the daily routine,
But "Worship thy work" shall be my need,
Dozen of hours it lies ahead,
Again I whisper to myself today,
I wish I could do just more.




I walk by the road in mornings,
Few ducks having a splash in the gullies,
They toddle making the place around wet,
Freshness covers their opening wings,
Preparing to live another day,
This sight repose me a feeling,
And I just say to myself,
I wish I could do just more.

I see a small house, home to an old lady,
Assailable it lies beneath a tree,
Shadowed by its huge branches,
Open to the stray dogs and cats,
Always a gentle breeze exists around,
Passing by the place monotonously it pulls be back,
An innocent creature that hides in a shack.

Now the freshness is gone,
Loneliness do abide,
Shadows dim away bidding me goodbye,
Time that has gone by never lets you die,
Memories now ask me,
Dont you wish you could just do something more?

Plain but true

"Freedom can be stolen but not the memories,
 Pages of feelings can be burnt but it still remains in ashes,
 Love is not just possession,
 But living the moments that can never be bought....."

New Spark

Ha!! it is September.. :) and it was July the last time i wrote my post here. I was never sure I would come here again, write any more painful words and I never ever will.
Guess, this title means the same. One who has read my previous posts here might think am in love again but this is right. I am in love and it is more deeper. I love my all time friend, who pulled me out of my world of fantasy which was me surrounded by dark shadows.
Moving on, this month I faced another test. I knew very well this gonna happen. A girl with dark round mesmerizing eyes appears. It seems to have some sort of strong power. And I think again, questioning myself "Should I repeat this again?" and the answer was plainly "No!". I cant take any more pain. Am only looking eagerly at those stars that lit my sky in the nights. So beautiful were they and now its gone. All these were pure illusions I made up for myself.
And Satan, however strong you are gonna tempt me , you are gonna fail. Not again. This is my new life with new victories I have already achieved which I thought I would get earlier by the dark angel. Satan, even if your dark angel pulled me down, today a fair white angel from God has saved me. I am proud to be pure today. :)

The blog is not gonna stop because of some crap happen in my past. It was my past and will always be. Few touch and memorables remain and those gonna burn. I wont hate my past and I cant becoz I am gonna stick to ma principles. :) See ya soon back :)