After days of scorching sun, exhausting every inch of energy, the Winter appears before me. All these times the days have been tiring and seemed lifeless. I expected Winter to be my friend, for it brings a season of fun and cherish.
The month of October starts with slow tides in the air, a change in the fragrance of the breeze. I keep marching ahead between the bushes and trees that appear to be coming to life again. It did look like something is waiting ahead for me to reach. The month of November brought the surprise around. By the time it ends, a life seemed to sprout. In the form of a smiling face and eyes that swallow oneself. A couple of times it waves here and there but I wonder when would I splash again the tide. Waiting for the right time to come and at least it did arrive. Though it was just hours of being together as strangers, it was way no less than being happy to see her around.
The month of December arrives with lots of reasons to be joyous about. When the world will celebrate for a reason, the reason being the birth of Christ Jesus, I seek another reason myself to celebrate about. I am willing to walk into her life but there is a fear. A fear that nothing goes wrong and lose her. She has these eyes that give life into me. The way she looks into one's eyes are hypnotizing. I did see a life in a small shell being playing around that I want to capture. It could take me somewhere I wished to be lost about.
All this feeling and experience are like a Spring amidst this Winter. I pray it doesn't end and keeps on walking by my side in the forthcoming seasons and times. I wish to keep marching ahead even if my legs are in pain. I wish I do get to hold her hand and look into her eyes and smile with the feeling that I own her.
