I am travelling a train with people in all age groups and among them do travel boys of my age. For past few months I have been more concerned about my health and that too my fitness. Yes I am weak and thin. I am not normal, unlike the guys who have normal chest size or wrist size. I come nearly to their half. In my mind then it starts working out my fantasies of going to gym and exercise or workout so that I too look normal.
Well I myself don't know why I have started this calculations or comparision. Yeah the world isn't safe or I say normal for people like me to survive. I know I am being judged by the way I look and I am a person who personally don't do that. I have always been a lover of heart and not a lover of skin. I myself do not know whether should I make any attempt to change my looks but I just wanna try. I do not expect changes in people's thought about me but I wanna make my life normal. We do go tired trying to run away from such comparision and calculations. Trying to hide some truth in your looks like as if you got less hair or your wrists or hands look thin or you shoulders aren't manly or you got strange sized ears or over-sized belly. We try to hide this things from others.
There are two things that do happen at this time. You do feel weak. By saying weak what I mean to say is the feeling when you feel that you are a step or steps away from being normal. The second thing we should be doing is that we should stay confident that I AM ONE IN A MILLION. I am unique and I know that damn well. Let the first feeling be there becoz its gonna keep me down to earth and live the second feeling becoz you gonna need a soul to fight back this nasty world!!! :)
Well I myself don't know why I have started this calculations or comparision. Yeah the world isn't safe or I say normal for people like me to survive. I know I am being judged by the way I look and I am a person who personally don't do that. I have always been a lover of heart and not a lover of skin. I myself do not know whether should I make any attempt to change my looks but I just wanna try. I do not expect changes in people's thought about me but I wanna make my life normal. We do go tired trying to run away from such comparision and calculations. Trying to hide some truth in your looks like as if you got less hair or your wrists or hands look thin or you shoulders aren't manly or you got strange sized ears or over-sized belly. We try to hide this things from others.
There are two things that do happen at this time. You do feel weak. By saying weak what I mean to say is the feeling when you feel that you are a step or steps away from being normal. The second thing we should be doing is that we should stay confident that I AM ONE IN A MILLION. I am unique and I know that damn well. Let the first feeling be there becoz its gonna keep me down to earth and live the second feeling becoz you gonna need a soul to fight back this nasty world!!! :)
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