Friends

I have got so many things to say when I say "friend". Coz in this world next to God and parents I value them as the pillars of life. Upto an age of 18 years I lived in a place where my parents did not have any relatives. We were far from our native state. So was my condition also. I didnt have cousins around me. I always loved to have people around me. We lived far away from the city life. But somehow I believe it was a grace also.
We lived in a place named "Bondamunda". The spring breeze ,the chirp of sparrows,which was very common there, sunny days and evening showers are still fresh in my memory. I even didn't have school friends near my house. We had a blooming garden right in front of our house. It was my father's everyday two hour of toil that brought out a garden which was the best around the whole place.I still remember two mango trees which was around ten feet tall. Well I was too small for it. Every evening after returning form school I nearly spent more than an hour in the garden. I observed reptiles hunting the bugs, caterpillars winding the leaves of ginger plant and sometimes snakes that took shelter in the small shrubs. This natural treat gave everything to fill my childhood memories.
After my tenth standard my parents finally decided to shift towards a township near our city. The township named as "Jagada". Now everything had changed. We lived in an apartment. There was no more any garden around the apartment. It was more a town type of civilization. Well I had now reached the senior standard of my school and we had to walk like the other senior guys. Now what I remember about those days was lot of cycling and tuitions, roaming in the evenings with friends. My friends were the ones with no girl friends and we always used to make lot of gigs. Sometimes one of us tease the other at this failure but inside mumbled with the same pain...ha ha...
Over a half dozen months later I reached the pre-graduate. Most of my friends had now left .They got themselves shifted to other competitive schools. Entrance fevers had now cropped into everyone's mind. My nearest pals Ajay, Ram , Subhranshu, Pallavi, Supriya ,Ankush, Rajeev and Bharadwaj,we all still clinged to the same school. After a couple of years of high school struggles ,it was time for us to thrive out for places and move ahead in life.
I was the unluckiest of them all. I had to bid goodbye because a new place was waiting for me. Well it was nothing new but my own native state and unknown to the fact that a lot was ahead to come....

Incomplete.......

This day had to come in my life. A day that no one wants to face. Helplessly I was running on the unstoppable force called "Time". I counted my steps towards my college. I reached there and took a glimpse of the wide open campus surrounded by bushy shrubs and long trees. I recalled my each memories when i trod past on the path towards my college.
"I was meant to be here....". This voice made me gloom and soon I found tears rolling down my eyes. "Your story is going to end here today". "Is it going to be over????"
I looked at some faces which were unknown to me four years back and now I felt my eyes needed them in its vision or it would be incomplete.....
But I changed my mind. I kept saying to myself that this day is nothing different. I smiled at my friends but they gave me rather a look that stole my heart's strength. I won't forget those eyes of them that pulled me into their high impounding hearts.....
Each second of that day reminded me who I am and where am I going. I am in truth slowly walking away from the second home. My college, a place which made me "Man",a place which gave me infinite love, a place where hate was mesmerized.
I am unknown to fact that I am going away. I didn't want to think anymore on this again.
All I had to say when the day was over I could know that my life is left "Incomplete...." .

A day of my life...

This is a day to remember because today was the last internal exam of my B.Tech degree..Eventhough it was boring with lot of humidity and scorching heat in my exam hall still I enjoyed writing my exams. I couldn't prepare well for the exam and so I had lost all the hope of passing the exam but I thought its my last internal exam so let me just drag my writing a bit more...Ha at last I jotted down my last words on the paper. When I take a look back at my all the past internal papers I still remember the hard preparation with my friends.. sitting with friends in bushy places in my college campus,all those group discussions, mugging up few lines from text and a minute existing notes memorizing and so on...Now those moments wont repeat again.huh..

I want to let it burst out....

My four years of graduation is going to complete and now I am somehow confused what is left in me ...Many times I have asked myself,"Where am I going?" but remained silent. These four years was a mix of struggle and success. I faced situations where I found myself bedridden and fighting for life and there were also situations where I survived the bitter part of and engineering student,that is tough papers.
After all this is soon going to be over I keep wondering ,"oh common ...something you gonna do ...."... An in-voice which speaks in me says ," Open your mind and look into yourself....chances are less but I will grab them with the talents I have"
I am going to enter the another stage of life -"professional". Hey fellow competitors just stay alert I am coming.....

Be Your Own Life Coach

Here are certain things you need to do to coach your life:-

Write a life history
Begin by joining down the story of your life so far-your key experiences,turning points,successes,aspirations and what means most to you. It may help to narrow it down to your top three greatest achievements, disappointments and most important lessons.
"Its a way of realizing what you have achieved and what you really want in life-your true self" says British life coach Carole Gaskell.

Learn to like yourself
Think of someone you know,whom you like,respect and want the best for. Now look in the mirror and have the same relationship with the person you see.Do you talk to yourself? as you would to a treasured friend? Do you say how well you're doing? Its time to try it...

Live in the moment
If you want to be more efficient, practise focusing 100 percent on whatever you are doing. "Nothing saps energy like the constant feeling that you should be doing something else", says Mary Jo Radcliffe. Focus for a few minutes on a picture or an object such as flower. Concentrate all your senses on its tactile and visual qualities.


Bring more fun in your life
Laughter, playfulness and relaxation are beneficial to the body as well as the mind,affecting how rapidly you age,your immune system and how your body responds to stress hormones.


My dear pals these steps will really help you boost your morale and find out the one in "You"....all the best

Hidden Beauty-close your eyes and feel the world

Many a times we love the world around us,
Sometimes we forget that this is because we can see,
We sometimes ignore the more beautiful things around,
Do we really know everything around us.....
Close your eyes and try to test it yourself