Living in this world is not at all easy, especially when you do not meet the expectations of people around you. We can clearly see different people with variety lifestyles. Here I would like to mention some of the lifestyles I have witnessed.
I belong to somewhat to a middle class family. Such are families that dream upper class and live low class. Damn funny. Well I was born in such a family and there is no hiding. Similar like other middle class families, there has been ups and downs. I hate the downs coz they are peace killing instances. I have always dreamed big, quite becoz am ambitious and it is very difficult to keep dreaming big when you do not find it ever happening in reality.
But now I truly realize that God has really blessed me in many ways. I faced this reality when I fell in a conversation with one of my colleagues. It was never easy for me to believe that I was blessed and many a times I cried and whispered to my own mind that I am a loser. Today I have buried that deep below my thoughts, I crushed it and the pieces remains inside, maybe they may come up again tomorrow or the next moment. Now why did I pose a question "What would I have done if Music wasn't there in my life ?" You may not find the answer to this question fitting my written context but gladly it does....
As I said when felt the downs, it really used to hurt me. I have felt that I am weak and alone. Why this all happened is because I kept dreaming big and ideally they were worldly things that used to pull me and make me fight for what was not all relevant and necessary. I somehow discovered that the best to keep myself away from getting myself drown in useless thoughts was to deviate my mind and keep it busy. Dream starts with your imagination and imagination starts with your thoughts and all that thought needs is your five senses.
I found music as the only thing that could keep my imagination away from the undesired thoughts. Music took me to a different world and you know what, it is real fun.
I am a person who loves good music, I do not go for the lyrics most of the times. It is the tune that swings our mind at different thought frequencies. Omg! I sound so crazy. One who listens to all kinds of music can know better what I mean to say.
I dance, I cry, I sleep and I live the music. It is a different world there, far better than what is around me.
I belong to somewhat to a middle class family. Such are families that dream upper class and live low class. Damn funny. Well I was born in such a family and there is no hiding. Similar like other middle class families, there has been ups and downs. I hate the downs coz they are peace killing instances. I have always dreamed big, quite becoz am ambitious and it is very difficult to keep dreaming big when you do not find it ever happening in reality.
But now I truly realize that God has really blessed me in many ways. I faced this reality when I fell in a conversation with one of my colleagues. It was never easy for me to believe that I was blessed and many a times I cried and whispered to my own mind that I am a loser. Today I have buried that deep below my thoughts, I crushed it and the pieces remains inside, maybe they may come up again tomorrow or the next moment. Now why did I pose a question "What would I have done if Music wasn't there in my life ?" You may not find the answer to this question fitting my written context but gladly it does....
As I said when felt the downs, it really used to hurt me. I have felt that I am weak and alone. Why this all happened is because I kept dreaming big and ideally they were worldly things that used to pull me and make me fight for what was not all relevant and necessary. I somehow discovered that the best to keep myself away from getting myself drown in useless thoughts was to deviate my mind and keep it busy. Dream starts with your imagination and imagination starts with your thoughts and all that thought needs is your five senses.
I found music as the only thing that could keep my imagination away from the undesired thoughts. Music took me to a different world and you know what, it is real fun.
I am a person who loves good music, I do not go for the lyrics most of the times. It is the tune that swings our mind at different thought frequencies. Omg! I sound so crazy. One who listens to all kinds of music can know better what I mean to say.
I dance, I cry, I sleep and I live the music. It is a different world there, far better than what is around me.
